Thursday, October 30, 2008
~ 10:45:00 PM ~
Happy Happy Birthday Bao Yanq !
woke up at 10am `
went to have 2 slice of bread , bath & went out `
went to MiniToons imm to buy present for py !
whad the hell ` what ii wanted to buy wasnt available there !
ii recalled it was in Lot1's comics connection ! ahhh too late !
buyinq his present is an easy task `
ii just have to look around for a blue blue round headed cartoon ; DOREAMON !
took less den 5min to find all the doreamon stuffs in MiniT_ `
and ii decided to buy a doreamon soft toy & a medium ( it was quite big ) sized milk bottle `
the idea came from MiniT_ itself so sorry ii dont know what to do / buy already ` MiniT_ de is a bear being placed in milk bottle so ii did the same
bought the doreamon ( it was lyingdown ` cute hor ! )
and placed it in the milk bottle `
& went back to meet them at JE control station at around 1 `
headed to Cine for K `
reached there at around 2 ` waited for a while to be served ` so we're walking about Pools which is just next to K `
haha happy 16 ` finally can plae pools & watch NC16 le riqht !
The K session :
py & les were probably the first 2 to hear & see me really singing song ` its dam paiseh `
and LESLIE ! stop voice-cancelling !
you cancel the original singer's voice ii cant sing ! its dam paiseh !
it wasnt any normal K session `
it was a mess .. fights , spillage of tidbits , screams , shouts ...
LOL ` unique one !
especially the singing of birthday song part ` LOL `
and the both of them actually sanq hokkien songs `
it was a surprise to me ` cos ii didnt know they can sing hokkien songs ` lols `
leslie went off earlier at around 645pm cos he qot to attend someone's wedding `
so py sanq Jing Ge Jin Qu and duet with him , Shan Hu Hai `
we left at 7pm `
and ii didnt expect myself to reach home at 825 >
one hour , twenty five minutessssssssss `
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alright its ok ` just bear for few months `
cos 10pm news had already said that Pioneer station will be opened in 2009 ` SOON !! HAHA !
THEN IT'LL BE REAL CONVINIENT FOR ME !
CHEERS SMRT ;X
im feelinq kinda nervous eh ` my schedule :
qoinq back to qiant tmr morninq to collect my badge , uniform , submit my documents `
and qoodness sake , its 9am `
means , i've to leave home at around 825 O.O
means , i've to wake at around 7plus ! T _ T
cos before that i have to qo and take that passport photo [ AGAIN ]
myqod its gonna be dam paiseh to qo into the booth & take that stupid picture `
qoinq in is easy , coming out of it looks weird OK ?!
after that will be qoinq to Kranji's This Fashion to buy black pants [ for giant again ! ]
then will probably head home and rest `
then will be meetinq BendanWj , for movie dinner & buyinq dad's present `
ii was told that dad's birthday is this coming sunday ` and ii thought about it ` ii have to buy his present tmr le`
if not ii really wont have time anymore ` im starting work at saturday already !
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
~ 11:09:00 PM ~
today today ! a dam relaxing & funny day ! HAHA !
went to have breakfast with Mum & dad this morninq ` didnt expect to see aunt's car on the way eh ` so dad horned at her & ranq her up ` and she said she's also qoinq for breakfast with cousin ! just niice ! so we say meet at Yuhua there de market qo eat chicken riice `reached there shortly & we met in the car park ^^ in the market , we saw Ah Boon uncle ` it has been like a year siince ii saw him ` he's grown older ` he looks much older now .I will never forget he and his brother cos they own the provision shop just below us , at our old house ` [184 Boon Lay Drive#02-528 singapore 640184 ` ]still remember just few days aqo ii saw his brother in shengsiong ` he went to buy things `and ii also asked him about uncle boon ` he said he's retired ! haahaa ` exchanged few sentences of greeting & we went to have our breakfast le `The Funny Part _ scanned around for the round table that has 5 seats and mum & ii found one ! we sat down , waiting for dad , aunt & cousin as they're quite far behind us ` the table is full of left over plates ` and we saw a cleaner nearby ` just a few tables away from us ` he attracted alot of attention by knocking the plate dam hard on the push cart for the plate to be clean`so we asked dad to ask the cleaner to come and clear those plates `guess what ? that cleaner asked dad to wait ! he said in a dam impatient & loud manner ! this moment , surrounding people are already lookingthere's something wrong up there in his head we know and dad didnt raise his voice until he gets impatient `that cleaner was clearing those that he shouldnt be cleared at that point of time `example : those that no ppl want to seat , those that people are still eating .worst still is when the chicken rice hawker brought those foo to our table ` and that cleaner still dontwant to come and clean ` so dad actually talked loudly and everyone was looking `all of us were giving that kind of ''weirdy'' look ` ii was wondering ` why is this cleaner so funny one ` then dad started to move the plate himself and so , ii also did the same `god ` cant believe the cleaner is just so near us and we have to clear those plates ourself `now the customers become cleaner isit ? all the surrounding people are looking.. before we sat down to tuck in , aunt went to talk to another cleaner ` we learnt about it that he' the supervisor`of cos , aunt complained about the service and the supervisor is also dam busy clearing the plates himself` a supervisor . . . while we're eating half way , a hawker came to us and said , dont blame that cleaner ` something is wrong with him up there `haa aunty thanks .. but we know .. we can see ` lols ` just that he's really got to learn to do the right & appropriate thinq `after eating , aunt called dunno where larh ` and complained about the service in the market ` she didnt complained exactly that cleaner but she complained about the whole area , hoping that those ppl will appoint more cleaners ` we're not so mean to complain until that man loses his job okae x) dad & mum gave me $$ today as they know im going out for movie ` haa `thanks ` ;) The Outing _ met Li Chen at 3pm outside GV `then she told me Ah Jian is also cominq alonq `LOL
some how before that ii sensed that she might brinq another fren alonq `
actually ii dont have much impression of Ah Jian ` cos he's those nice nice guy ` those quieter and gentler`
we bought tickets for the movie : Butterfly Lovers `
and lols ` we actually have 1hour 30mins before the show starts .. so we walked around and they wait for me to settle the phone bill which my dad handed to me this morninq `
after that went to kopitiam for ice kacang !
Ah Jian ordered for me Strawberry ` at first LiChen and ii didnt know what flavour it was when we tasted ` LOL
dam funny ` until we asked him` he said its strawberry ` Lols `
the iicekacang he treat me and LiChen is actually enough to ''pay'' us for the movie tickets le `
cos ii gave $10 and LiChen gave $11 for that movie ticket `
we chatted some and finally its time to go into the cinema ! thanks for the drink & potato chips !
cos he blanja-ed us ` lichen & ii shared a cup of coke and the 3 of us shared the chip `
the movie ... okay larh ` wouldnt sae its touchinq cos the 3 of us were like laughinq ` even when its sad `
Lichen said the way that girl ( the girl in TWINS ii suddenly cant rmb ) acted sad is dam funny , and WuZhun looks dashinq `
yup ;) someh0w they look compatitable together eh `
just that the story isnt really touching enough / humourous enough ` its a laugh & cry movie `
give it a 6/10 ba `
she said that going into the cinema is like going into another world .. relaxinq and free of worries and that time passes quickly` yup kinda true ` but when we came out uhs its different feelinq aqain` haa `
after the movie ii realised that my bag is dam warm and ii didnt know why ` but after ii took out my phone , ii finally understood why `
it has happened before ` where by when the battery level is about half or lesser den half , suddenly the battery runs dam fast and hot until it auto off-ed `
it was really dam hot `dunno how mani times hotter den whad ii felt on my forehead when ii was havinq fever`
just imagine the phone hot until the pouch hot , and the pouch hot until the whole bag feels hot `
its exaggerating but true ` =.=
too bad , both times are when ii leave the phone in my bag `no idea why ` im glad that it didnt explode`=.=
gonna change battery soon eh ?
headed to the bus interchange after they companied me to NTUC to buy cabbage as mum requested `
Ah Jian took 172 home and Li Chen took the same bus as me, 257 ` so now ii know her aunt lives near my area ` haa `actually nearer to my aunt's house `
meet up agian next time ! when ii happened to off on wednesday ! haha !
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
~ 1:42:00 AM ~
headaches ` gonna rest after blogging .. today is a must blog day `Work : went down to work as usual at 2 ` reached at around 230 ` at that time i was still feeling mixed ` but quite happy though ` at least i know what i should choose when im asked to choose . looking at ming zhu aunty ,shu qinq jie jie , huishan , li chen , alice , i really feel kinda upset ` alice told me xiaoqing will talk to me personally regarding the quitting matter ` so , at around 4+ xiaoqing said she wanted to speak to me personally ` we went to customer svc counter and she : '' heard from alice that you say you want quit le ? '' ( 听alice讲你说不要做了？) me : ( nod my head , ya ) ( What is the problem / difficulty ? ) 什么问题leh ? ) me : ( 不懂怎样讲leh .. 不适合.) dunno how to sae leh ` not suitable ) (怎样不适合｀你一定有你的困难，缺点吗｀) what do u mean unsuitable ? you must have your own difficulty ma )me : cant sae out ` in the end ii end up smiling & frowning =.- feeling dam paiseh ` wth `( 数学不好，记不住，反应慢｀）math not good , cant rmb things , reaction slow ) (如果是说数学不好，我也不要强逼你，因为我们这行cashier就是要数学都可以的．紧急 繁忙时候， 要转得来．）if its because of maths problem , then i wont force you to stay . cos as a cashier , maths must be good as to prevent confusion & during peak hours we must be fast enough ) me : nodds my head ．Tells her that my maths is dam super ultra poor and has nv passed since primary 6 `basic those can but in those sudden times when customers suddenly pass me extra coins i dunno hw to switch ` (既然这样，为什么你还要来当cashier ? ) since so , why do you still wanna be cashier ? ) me : (我来interview的时候，美婷说女孩子只可以做 cashier .. 我有问过她不可以做别的了吗？她说女生只做 cashier ) when i came for interview , mei ting said female can only be cashier , i asked her can be others ? she say female come here all cashier de ` ) （这样为什么你不要把数学学好？不喜欢啊? ) then why didnt you study hard for maths ? you dont like ? )me : ( 不喜欢... 太迟了`方假了. 我不 dont like .. its too late already ` its holiday already ` )(既然这样,我也不强逼你.. [she said politely `and went to take out resignation form ] (你今天最后一天.. 明天就不用来了. today is ur last day ` tmr onwards you need not come anymore ) i filled it up , look at it , with dam loads of though running inside myself & left `i went back to help aunty as packer cos i was told that i dont have to practice cashiering today `as expected , she asked me to stay ` but other than this , she was kinda of shocked that today is my last day ` haa , nvm ba ?ii told her ii wanna treat her to dinner today but she doesnt allows ` she says cannot .. cos she's older and im younger .. hais ` how ii sae she also dun allow ` instead , she went to bought a sunkist orange juice ` i didnt know it was for me ` until she handed it to me ` and said give me ` seriously , i was so touched . this is the first time when im out to work and someone treated me like this .. it's only been 6 days ` exact speaking 7 days ..dinner today seems to be more fun ` that xiao fa is dam funny and he looks like Nelson (chenhonq's friend ) ` dam look alike ` lols ` we(aunty huishan xiaofa & i) were eating and then they started to say about those rumours where by shengsiong's rice are those that spills on the floor & etc .. funny part is where xiaofa was about to eat the fish and aunty sae dun eat better cos bla bla ` the expression on his face dam funny can ! LOL ` then they said smth about the riice ` it was my turn , some funny expression -.-~ busy busy busy busy packing right after dinner till 10 ! non stop customers ` wth `LOl ` at around 8+ uhs ` aunty and ii both need to qo toilet so we called xiaofa to help us do cashiering ` his expression was like ._. like so dam scared `LOL ` after a while when we came back he went to help with meiting's counter(6) and there was once when i heard a series of sound ` that sound when ppl do double scan ` but his was like 4 or 5 time and ii secretly laughed ` dam evil right ` lOl ` ii like aunty and shu qinq jie jie the most ` they're both so gentle ` nice ladies .. they gave me the feeling of qing qie gan ` ~ at the back of s.s , the locker there when ii was out to empty rubbish bag , saw xiaofa again` he acted as if he was crying and said '' today is ur last day '' we nodded and ii went in ` while aunty & i were calculating sales , weijie was pulling down the shutter and keeping things inside at the same time `then he threw something too loudly and that man who was infront of him turned back and gave that kind of tsk but shocked look` then weijie's expression was dam funny can ` he looked like those ''oops'' & his eyes were dam wide opened ! i laughed secretly again ` so mean =.= aunty bought me de orange juice , previously ii bought before but tasted bitter ` but today's one is seriously sweet and a bit sour ` maybe its my psychological factor but im stating the fact that it tastes sweet today ` maybe they changed formula or smth ` bought ice cream , kinder bueno , deluxes cream cracker .when ii was buying ice cream , ii didnt know how to remove that plastic ` then ah soon was there ` so ii asked him` he asked me to hold on to that plastic and i tot it's just a piece of plastic so ii held it lightly ` BUMMP ! that plastic was pulled back =.= so now ii know ` inside is actually those inside got rubber pulling de ` zzz ` we're both like waa by the loud sound -.- ah soon : '' ii told you to hold yourself already ''i was laughing ` zzz Li Chen did the cashiering for me and ii told her i'll give her one kinder bueno since she gave me apollo panda layer cake that day ` she said ok but do it outside when we're going home `she asked me if i'll still be coming tmr and ii looked at her ` and ii saw weijie and one more guy were looking at me with that kind of ''huh ?'' face ` =.= ` den ii shook my head ` li chen gave the sad expression ( she's cute ! ) and said that why am ii leaving so early ` we still haven watched movie ` so ii asked her to write down her no. ` and ii gave her mine too ` haa nv did ii know that this afternoon she said watch movie together is real ! ; Dthen aunty told shu qing jie and huishan that today's my last day and then ii started to lose emotional control ` tears were welling up ` ii turned around , with my back facing them pacing up and down walking around .. den hid behind the shelf to wipe those tears in my eyes and ii heard aunty say '' nv go hug xiao mei a while '' its so hard to controll ` but i managed ` lols ` smile with that crying in me `shu qing jie jie said from afar '' cant bear huh ` cant bear den stay lurh ''actually ii can go home already at 11pm ` but ii stayed with them till around 1130` outside the office , shu qing jie jie '' (points at the office ) still can still can , wan ?? ) she mean , ii can still change my decision `ii nodded `cos at first ii tot she asked me if i wanna go in ` LOl ` nvm ba `it wont change le .bidded goodbye with huishan , li chen & aunty ` after marking the handprint attendance ` they kept remind me to mark ` haha`left that place with kinda sad feeling ` cant bear ba ` it should be fine `they told me to come back visit them often and aunty said she'll visit me in giant cos she often goes there `ii promised her ii will come back to visit her and told her when she's free she also must qo fiind me `haa ` we will . right ? den as ii was walking to car , ii saw the 3 of them again ` hahax so coincidence ` ; ] li chen asked me if the person was my father ` ii said my bro ` she : '' nv intro yi xia '' me '' u wan ? ''she '' nono '' LOL ! im really so thankful for all the things each and everyone of them has helped / done for me ` lichen , thanks for marking rice for me , so that ii have riice to eat ` without having to buy ` huishan , thanks for teaching me several things eh ` ;Daunty ! you're my shifu leh ` im grateful for EVERY SINGLE THING ` ii dont know how to express my gratitude ` those feelings , words also cant describe ` you'd never raised your voice / been impatient with me ` your gentleness , your care , your happiness made me feel so great ... xiaoshan , li qun & ah miao , 3 of u are not here today ` we've had a hard time cashiering ` haha ! means that the 3 of you are so important yea ? in one way or another , ii believed you all helped me `shuqing jie jie , thanks for giving me that wink everyday & bringing me around to explore & recognise vegetables ! ii will remember your smile ` you gave me sisterly feeling ` im gonna get ur no, from someone okae ! ii will visit you de ! cos ii asked the 7 of u questions before yea , example how to do things.. alice , i've not exchanged more than 2 sentence with you ii guess ` except everytime when we're like brushing past each other then we'll say sorry ` ii told you bye today ` ;D thank for that gift for me ` when you came back from your thai trip aka my 2nd day of work , you also gave me one of the memento `by right you dont even know that someone(me) will be joining ss `so that key chain must be from somewhere meant for someone ? xiaoqing , you looks pretty when you smile .. rmb to smile more ` when ii came home , received a msg from huishan saying that she got my no. from aunty mingzhu ` in it , she said that we must keep in touch and goodnites sweet dream ` ii felt so glad ` although we're not close / seldom really talk , but you bother to get my no, from aunty and want to stay in touch `its unexpected ` ;Dthen ii forwarded a good nite msg to both li chen & huishan `lichen said her off day is wednesday and we say hao le watch movie ! she sae she'll tell me about the time & place to meet ` ahahaha ! lOl ` although may feel a bit weird cos we only know for few days and most of the time we smile to each other niia , about each other we only know like about 2% but your outgoing , cute and friendly character has made my that weird feeling gone away ` it might feels weird that we've meeting for a movie when ii dont know you that well ` but ii guess you wont let me feel that way this wednesday right ? thanks x3
aunty ming zhu , shu qing jiejie , li chen , hui shan , hui(xiao) shan, li qun , ah miao , alice , xiaoqing
Thursday, October 23, 2008
~ 12:45:00 AM ~
basically , i've been like ` get used a bit to cashier le ` ABIT nia ` 1% ` ;D
but im not really happy ..
cos ii have 3 choices now `
1 - stay in ss
2 - go giant
3 - go popular
ii dont know which to choose ` actually it was suppose to be liddat `
1 . go ask for november leave ` if not approved , quit ss . go giant `
if approved , try to get use to it ` if success , stay ` if not , of cos leave.
2 . quit ss go giant after few more days `
3. go popular if giant dun accept / changes mind
but alice sae it will onli be confirmed tmr after xiaoqing is back . sighs `
everything is being brought backward le la liddat `
dad show signs & symtomps that the best thing is to stay in ss. cos cashier can learn alot things .
ii know . but i dun like the maths stress .
maths has always been my enemy . pri 3 till now haven pass ` even if pass its like dam lucky to pass `
my basics are still like shyt .
ii dont like .
i dont like to stress myself out everyday dun sleep & eat well .
this is just a vacation job.
a job for me to learn & have fun in the process.
its true that cashier learns alot of things .
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
~ 12:26:00 AM ~
first day of work at S.S Supermarket ! 20th Oct o8 `woke at 10++ by mum's call ` mum : '' you haven wake up ar ? '''' wake le '''' ok then im coming home to fetch you now '''' huh ` ok ''then she came back & fetch me ` when she was drivinq out to the maiin road ,me '' where's dad ? ''mum '' indonesia''me '' where are we qoinq now ? ''mum '' brinq dad to indonesia ''me '' HUH ? you just said he's in the indonesia and now how come we're brinqinq him to harbour front ? where is he now ? ''mum '' ii already came back from habour front already ` not now want qo ''me '' then where are u brinqinq me to now ? ''mum '' work .. dad sae its 11am de ''me '' huh ? nonono ! is work till 11pm ` 2pm den ii need to leave house ! ''she paused for a while ....'' then we qo eat breakfast ''~~in the market `mum '' see .. this '''' wah so cute ! baby cabbage ! ''then she said its cooked by stir fryinq `omq its so dam cute ` a baby cabbage !~~our ex neiqhbour visited us shortly after we came back ` she came w/o informinq ` henq we're at home `LOL`exchanqed few sentence of greetinq & went to prepare to qo to work le `mum & bro fetched me to work ` bro had his breakfast + lunch at shenqsionq's hawker `ii went to find xiiao qinq ( supervisor ba ) first ` then mum & bro actually caught up with me and saw me walkinq into staff room with xiiaoqiinq but ii din see them and they cant approach me lurh ` so they went to walk walk ` after they finish shoppinq ii still haven come out so they went home `over there at S.S , they way they mark attendance is kinda unique `the system is read hand / finqerprint de ba` we're supposed to ''scan'' our hand ` and it mus be successful den can de ` need all the finqers to '' kiiap '' toqether ` if there's an error , the machine will indicate `kinda cool !the first thinq that im supposed to do other than markinq attendance is to count money in the staffs room !my qoodness ` i forgot to ask xiaoqinq wad number should ii key into the system then the door can open one leh ` dam ` should be my own number ` zzz ` ii hope tmr ii can see fellow cashiers then sneak in with them cos ii dunno hw to qo in ! zzz ` wth `everyone intro-ed their names & this time ii din screw it up ( unlike that time in venture era zz )ii said jin mei ` ;Dmy shi fu ( mentor ) for this 4 days will be Mdm Tan Bee Choo !she's a nice lady ! my qosh im so blessed dam dam blessed to have her with me !~money count le brinq to cashier's station ` & iim still not tauqht to open up the $$ & put inside yet `ii think i'll learn that tmr `ii onli know how to press the comp , scan thinqs , return cash , chanqe receipt & those basic basic de `how to cancel the item from the comp ii still dun really know yet `and ii quess the most terrible & challenqinq part of cashiers is to memorise the fruits , their code ( if can ) `there will be a paper there of all fruits & veqetables `example New . Zlnd apple ` code 55550 `when the customer brinq the N.Z apple let say 5 pc , ii will have to key 5 X 55550 ` this , is nth challenqinq `whads challenqinq is , ii will have to know how it looks like , and what is that called .mentor did ask me to take down some of the dam common fruits that people will purchase everyday `that paper .......... its qone . i cant find it at the cashier's after ii knocked off ` someone must have threw it away unknowingly `dinner was 5+ ` ii didnt know why its so early la ` cos will be workinq till 11 lehs ` and reach there at 2++ leh `so buay balanced ! =.=actually today , my dinner is mentor's share ` she qave it to me `cos an aunty asked her ` eh you haven eat arhs ? ''mentor '' haven .. my dinner qive her eat ` later ii qo buy ''then ii was like .. wa lao ` so quilty `ii think she think ii dun really uds hokkien cos she know im from Fu Zhou `><>< ` mentor stayed with me throuqhout the day ` ii will be attached to her till thursday . hais ` after thursday ii quit can ? =.= !!! my top mistakes & careless-ness : - count money nv count until very '' exaggeratinq'' ( so it may not be accurate )
- keep on nervous
- damn not qood when like they're supposed to pay $ 50.70 ` then they suddenly give me 100 dollars and 30cents ` i siao already larh `this one keyed already cant use comp to calculate mus ownself use brain already ` - scan thinq nv remove fast enuff from the scanner ` sometimes made it scanned twice ` ( that dam sensitive scanner tmd )
- keep forgettinq to give lucky draw coupons when they purchased more den $ 30 worth of goods
- cant rmb the ve & fruits code ` but definetly can rmb chicken ` cos its selling hot ` got one brand the chicken wings code number : 200270 ( liang bai 270 ; 2 hundred 2 70 )
-sometimes forget to look at screen when scanning products . cos it may not be keyed into although the system let out sound `
thats all ii can remember ` there will be more to come ! packed at 10 ++ ` those counters that packed earli must help others to collect those those papers/ plastics & brinq to recycle biin ` ii was told to qo home earli with a girl in home clothes ( new too` , obviously much longer den me) mentor & some still have to brinq the money back to staff room & count or smth ` the first thinq ii did after ii punched my card was to sms ! thanks sigina for your encouragement & all those ben thinqs that made me less tense & relaxed ` walked dam fast to mum's car `ii saw her waitinq outside siince 10++ reached home at 1115 ~
Sunday, October 19, 2008
~ 11:05:00 PM ~
ahhhhhhhhhhhh ! tryinq to qet use to the clip up look ` whad the hell ! T_T startinq work tmr ! please man ` qoodness ` ii hope ii quit asap ! LOL!!! >< ` have to tiie hair ( wa lao ii tot holidae got break -.= ) clip fringe ( that person sae mine too lonq ` cos when ii was interviewinq with her ii dam shy then all the frinqe jus cover my riqht eye =.=)
and poor me , there will be NO uniform unless the confirmation period(3 months) is over ! f7 la !
today ! : woke at 11+ ` [ ii know its late x) ]` went to standby prepare already cos siqina suddenly sae meet 3 ` then 2+ he called and said arbo meet 5 `he meetinq ys & dm they all ` =.= so ii went to call chenhonq and ask her to come out with me ` we met at 4 at jp ` when ii was walkinq to bus stop riqht the rain is dam dam dam biq can ?wa then its dam slippery ! but ii nv fall down ` ii walked dam carefully ` didnt want to kneel down again`=.=went to 77th street with chenhonq and aha ! aqain , our taste are like ` so similar aqain !found a suitable necklace fer siqina ` but didnt buy ` cos we'd be qoinq down to buqis ` maybe can see more ` mrt-ed to je ` & finally his train come ` and then ii was lookinq fer a B _ _ _ _ ` chenhonq was like where where where which which which `!!! ii didnt know why but ii was hidinq beside the pillar ` >< `suddenly as he was walkinq towards my direction ii jus held the disc up and gave it to hiim` so rude ;X And he suanned me twiceeeee `when ii pass him the disc : '' wa ` kanna go malaysia buy pirated de liddat ''and'' still dare sae nv put make up ` caught you '' ii turned around , went to hide behind the pillar =.=dam ps can ? and then ii =.= dumb-ed ` ii didnt know how to speak` ii jus pointed <<<<>
then do the bye bye siiqn ` =.=
~
in the mrt smsinq :
'' put make up still dunwan admit`now tio caught liao luh''
me : '' ii where got ! ''
''still dunwan admit jia lat ''
'' where ` which part ''
'' eye liner ( ii seriously LOL-ed at this ) & cheeks ?
'' cheeks is auto blush ( im serious ` ii did nth to it ) , eye is shadow ''
'' auto blush ? o.o so red sia f3 ''
ZZZZZ !
~
went to search fer chenhonq's baq ` finally she bouqht one ;D
but the way she buy thinqs im really very impressed !
ii ask her ` '' you like mahs ? ''
'' ok lor ''
'' like then buy dun like dun buy wait reqret lehs ''
'' dunno leii ` can use can le ` ''
then hor !!! f5555555 ` this aunty larh !
'' ya ` can use can le ` wan find like de very hard ` those that really really like de ''
ehhhh !! im not wronq okae !
cos after that when we're shoppinq half way , '' ii feel a bit regret leh ''
'' ii told u to see more of variety den buy le ! >< ! ''
see ?!
~
on the train :
her : '' wanna eat outside or eat at home ? ''
'' dunno leh ` u leh ? ''
her : '' ii told my granpa eat out le ''
'' then eat out lor ` qo where eat? ''
her : '' dunno leh ` je or jp ? ''
us : '' scissors paper stone '' !'' scissors paper stone '' !'' scissors paper stone '' !'' scissors paper stone '' !
'' scissors paper stone '' !'' scissors paper stone '' !'' scissors paper stone '' !
we're lauqhinq -.= ! im lauqhinq at our ''telepathy''
always crash ! =.=
one last time ... '' scissors paper stone '' !
ii win 2 / 1
je .
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that thinq is still qoinq on ` that event ` nitex is sinqinq de ` stood there and watch ppl sinq `
there's this quy ` his '' Dou yin '' very qood `
dir. translate : " vibration voice "
diine at the jap cusine & was qiven a few other ppl de receipt `
that aunty told us we can exchanqe for smth at somewhere , as lonq as we have 3 receipts that add up to $50 `
my qosh ` chenhonq dashed her way to the event booth , forgetting that ii cant run with that pair of shoes in shoppinq mall ` !!!!
at last , she walk towards me with that kind of disappointed expression on her face '' cannot use de . chey ` must be today de ''
ZZZ
went back and qave that aunty all the receipts .. she was tryinq to fiind some that ppl left behind today ` but cant find any `
so we qave her ours receipt ask her to qive others `
then ii asked chenhonq ` " wads actually going on ? "
" as lonq as the 3 receipts add up to $50 , we can exchange fer a dozen of pepsi near the event place "
oh lols `
at the bus stop :
ch '' that quy looks familiar "
me [ turned back to look ] " OH MY GOD ! ITS _____ ! "
again , we're lauqhinq but this time im tryinq dam hard to hide my face ! thanks qoodness _____ din saw me!
we boarded the same bus and ii finally qan yuan to sit at the back after assuring with ch that _____ went upstairs ! phewwwssss ! =.=
reached home at 930 ! ;D
Monday, October 13, 2008
~ 11:00:00 PM ~
the more things i say , it only seems like the more im trying to find excuse for myself`
WHY THE FUCK IS THIS ALL NONSENSE COMING ?
I CANT HEAR THE PHONE RING WHEN YOU ALL CALLED ? AND WHEN I WAS HOLDING ON TO PHONE YOU ALL DONT CALL ?
I HELD MY PHONE IN MY HAND MOST OF THE TIME SINCE I LEFT HOME THIS NOON .
UNTIL BBQ STARTED ` I LEFT MY PHONE IN MY BAG .
BUT WHEN I SAW THE 6 MISS CALLS AND MSG , I DID CALL BACK . I FUCKING SWEAR .
I CALLED MUM . I COULDNT REACH HER . FROM THE TONE I KNEW SHE WAS IN SG .
SO I CALLED HOME TO ASK BRO . COS HE WAS THE ONE WHO SENT ME SMS .
HE ASKED ME IF I WOULD BE HAVING DINNER BEFORE I CAME HOME . I TOLD HIM .
WHEN WE WERE RESTING & PLAYING ZHONG JI MI MA . THEY DIDNT CALL .
UNTIL ON THE WAY HOME . I DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE EXTRA HAND TO GO AND TAKE MY PHONE.
I LEFT IT IN MY BAG . AGAIN !
AND WHEN I WAS REACHING OUR ESTATE . I HEARD MY PHONE RANG .
I TOOK IT OUT . ONLY TO SEE 8 MISSED CALLS FROM DAD .
I CALLED HIM BACK . HE SCOLDED ME .
HE ASKED ME WHY DID I ONLY HEAR THE PHONE RANG AFTER THE WHOLE DAY ` HE TRIED MORE THAN 10 ATTEMPTS .
ONLI ONE OUT OF TEN I HEARD .
HE ASKED ME WHAT KIND OF PHONE IS MY PHONE
CANT HEAR ? CANT FEEL ?
I TOLD HIM MY PANTS WERE BIG . I WAS WALKING . I CANT HEAR . I CANT FEEL .
AFTER SAYING THIS , I FEEL THAT IF I WERE THEM , IT ALL SEEMED SO FAKE .
I KNOW IT SOUNDS FAKE . BUT THIS IS THE GOODNESS FUCKING TRUE KNN `
THE MORE I TRY TO EXPLAIN THE MORE FAKE IT SEEMS .
I TOLD HIM I DID CALLED BACK TO BROTHER . HE ASK ME .
WHO CALL U ?
U CALL WHO ?
FUCKING BEFORE I GOT A CHANCE TO EXPLAIN HE PASSED THE PHONE TO MUM .
SHE SAID IN A BETTER TONE BUT I WASNT GIVEN A CHANCE TO EXPLAIN
GOD DAM HELL BLOODY FKING SHYT .
I WAS WAITING FOR THEM TO COME BACK TO SAY THINGS CLEAR .
BUT MUM CAME HOME ALONE .
BEFORE I COULD FINISH EXPLAINING WAD I WANTED TO ,
MY VOICE STARTED TO TREMBLE . TEARS STARTED TO WELL .
I COULDNT EVEN EXPLAIN WHAT THE FUCK I WANTED TO . THEN MUM ASKED ME , THEN JUS NOW DAD CALL YOU ? YOU BATHING ? I DIN EVEN BOTHERED TO REPLY . THE MORE I EXPLAIN , THE MORE I FEEL LIKE TO THEM IM ONLY FINDING EXCUSE . FUCK.
ITS FUCKING LIKE A DREAM . SUCH NICE START. SUCH PATHETIC FUCKING CB ENDING.
IM FEELING SO VIOLENT NOW . I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING WALL . FEEL LIKE BANGING THINGS TO HELL .
FEEL LIKE BANGING THE WALL .
ITS DAM FUCK UP .
~ 1:35:00 AM ~
accompanied Qm to buqis yst ( accordinq to the time now ) as requested ` went to buqis temple and pray ` she prayed fer her O's ` and ii prayed for health of my family especially dad's sore throat , and a suitable job ` alot ppl asked me to pray fer my N's , hopinq that they will mark leniently ` but ii only prayed once out of thrice`dont be greedy ! wads already done is wads already done `wad matters is my efforts are there `even though the last part ii seem to have encounter problems with bringing myself back on track , but those efforts i made for prelim ( indirectly N ) are not nothinq `after prayinq , went to JE with her as waitinq fer c.honq ` and quess whad ` QM went to play that drumming machine and won 3 times ` she was given a bigger gift ` and ii teased her for bully 3 kids ` but after her , there're more grown ups seen playinq `lols ` she's the motivator ! met c.honq and went to lot 1 `again , filling up popular's form ` =.=` its obvious that we're both tired at last larh ` nothinq much ` every outinq with her is so relaxinq` lols ^^ mum gave-d some advice just now . Jln Bahar shenqsionq , pioneer mall's giant `well , actually there jobs available for me . just that mum & bro keep sayinq its far ( dad dunno ) sometimes uhs , ii really wish to tell her .. jobs in west ( this portion ) is really hard to find `infact , there're more jobs in the east leh `ii dun understand why ` ii work to kill time & see more of outside world and not $ or wad ` next time when ii officially go out to work , i might have to work even further ? might only .. i dont know ` if the wests have really no choice , i'll just tell her `& probably choose sembawang's 7-eleven / popular `yesterday : went to causeway's popular with c.honq `guess whad ` the head incharqe of that branch say she's only got one vacancy . str8 away . but 1 only`she asked us to decide & let her know ` but i walked off after sometime when she walked away ` cos i was thinking of jie & sy . feelinq kinda mixed up ` ii know ii should have accepted the offer ` its a on the spot offer . but if ii accepted , wad about jie & sy ? sae already wanna work toqether ` so ironic ...c.honq also say , if this goes on , no need work already ` ii agree and ii uds why ` but its hard to work & abandon your friends at the same time ma `aiya dunno larhsss !
ii quess im really fated to work in giant alreadyyyyyyy `
friday / thursday (forgot ) :
went down to V.E again with les .
we were told to copy notes , about business marketinq strateqy `
and Mrmenqwee was nowhere to be seen shortly !
eh he's so busy that he always disappears suddenly larh !
the both of us were like .. yearninq to leave that place ! especially me !
ii couldnt even wait to finish copyinq those notes !
went down to lobby's toilet & to my horror ( ;X ) when i came out ii saw menqwee with les ! LOL
he'd just told menqwee that we'd somethinq on ` so , shook hands with him and qoodbye !
that night ...
menqwee & diminq kept callinq my phone!
they want me to qo down on saturday ! and of cos i rejected ! cos les aint going !
and minq kept persuadinq me `Zz`
felt so diff siia ` last time when we used to plae maple & sms that kind of feelinq is like qood friends`
now he sounds like ... my upperhead and maybe some ppl who calls me to fix appointment `
aiyaaaa `
when will les & ii have the courage to tell them str8 in their face ?
ii dropped minq hints sayinq that actually les & ii aint suitable for this kind of job `
but he say finish the traininq cos maybe we'll chanqe our mind `
from sqc , alot of ppl have complained V.E about such thinq too !
anyway , if minq wasnt my friend , i could have been more frank with them `
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
~ 11:45:00 PM ~
sad sad sad sad ! feel even more emo after jy msqed me which was like 3mins aqo ` thanks qirl . im qlad to know you as my friend too ! dont worry i'll try my best to stay in contact with all of you as lonq as you all dun abandon me ! no larh jk ` felt so blessed . really . so blessed . to have so much friends who cares fer me ` this qroup of friends and others ! those who didnt recess / hanq with me but cares for me so much ` like the 2 sec 5 friends , H.E & QM . ` they're always there . Every year without fail , i'll recieve birthday present from them .. how sweet .. ` reached sch fer F&N exam at around 1 plus ` the first thinq ii saw was . . . jy : '' keep keep ! faster keep ! " me : " er ` you need me to qo away until u keep finish them ii come back? " Miss chew : '' no need already she already kept them well already " ( isit ? or ii smth liddat ; / ) so ii thouqht there were secrets that i aint suppose to know ` lols & ii din ask much ` went downstair's vendinq machine to buy bread ! i was hunqry ` not very very hunqry but just felt like eatinq`cos ii didnt have proper breakfast this morninq & im kind of unhappy ` LOL ? actually ii tot of qoinq to BL MRT 's Cake INC to buy tuna croissant` dam nice lo ` but not much time left so chose to eat in school` ~~~ F&N paper was kinda okay bahs ` just that section B is really killer larhs ` ii dont think out of the 19 of us uhs , anyone will find it dam easy lurh `fer section A , it was like a test of basic knowledge bahs ` hope ii have no mistakes in that section` blahh ` i wont be able to know anyway .. ; / section C , Question 5 was obviously a give away question . anyone could easily score up to 6 or 8 marks if they elaborated enouqh ` was in a dilemma fer like 5 mins ? LOL ` ii didnt know which question to choose leh ; /should ii choose to plan a meal for a younq children ? or should ii choose to write about prevention of obesity & anaemia ?so , my conclusion was to do meal planninq first , then use the remaininq time to do the one on obesity & anaemia ` so qlad that ii chose the riqht question` because , ii can write quite alot on obesity and then when comes to anaemia , ii can only write: '' females are more prone to contracting anaemia cos they qo throuqh menses ` lack of vitamin B12 may also result in anaemia " then dunno already ` LOL ` overall , should be okay bahs ` just that ii qave away a few marks ; / hope the examiner will be happie ` LOL after F&N , suddenly py passed me a photo . in it , were py , jy , me & les ` then he said its from the 3 of them ` qive me de `ii dunno why felt so touched ` behind that were everyone's wishes ! T . T Les : " hey , your majesty ! must stay as friends forever hor ! stay in contact hor ! (: ღ LesliePy : " best wishes forever for you ! " ღ poh yangJy : " kimmee , im glad to know you ! (: hope we will still contact & be friends forever ! hahah. ღJingyi Best wishes to you ! ( :omq ii cant believe ii copied everythinq down includinq the ღ `
okay that construction paper was well cut . slipped into the pocket of the plastic containinq picture `
the way the sentences are beinq constructed uhs , is just so similar & natural . at a qlance , can know who's idea to write which sentence without the name already ` haha ! ; ]
quys ii love it ! thanks ! <3>
we will contact .
we will meet .
we will dine out occasionally .
we will sms each other frequently .
we will never forqet each other ! haha !
we're supposed to qo west coast after paper de ` but qoodness larh ` it started raininq again on our way to lakeside larh ` the 4 of us were . . . jy & bran was sharinq umbrella ` for once , ii turn back and saw the way they shared the umbrella`it was like LOL!`then les & py were . . . py suddenly said actually he qot umbrella` then les shouted at him ` LOLqot umbrella dunno how to take ` ._. ~ after stuckinq in cheers fer like 10miins we finally came to conclusion that is , to qo je entertainment `ate there and diin really know where to qo ` so went down to mac and discussed about monday's BBQ ` haa ! im lookinq forward to it kays !
Sunday, October 05, 2008
~ 9:51:00 PM ~
what had i done to deserve all this ? mum `
why are you so frustrated with me when i talk to you ?
am i really such an eye sore to you ?
i've been dying to know this answer since primary school .
i thought you treat everyone of us the same .
but i'd seen it for myself , so many years ,
no.
only me.
only me you're so unhappy with .
i dont know why .
i need an answer .
nowadays , its deteriorating .
i dont have an answer to why is this so.
the nearest person to me seems to be the furthest .
i wanna work . then i wont have much time to come and bug you ( if you feel that im a bug )
then perhaps i wont even have the chance to talk to you for more than 2 sentence each day .
perhaps then , you wont feel so frustrated .
i wanna work . i wanna work to keep myself busy . so i wont see your frustrated face .
so that i can feel better
Labels: drop me a hint.
~ 12:07:00 AM ~
smth's wronq with the fonts ` ; /
Saturday, October 04, 2008
~ 11:08:00 PM ~
post type : warning .
V.E orientation :
my qosh ` im physically so tired and mentally so active ` just reached home around 1 hour aqo ` startinq from ii wake up , ii saw jie's msg sayinq that she's not qoinq cos she went home too late last nite . siqh` nvm`then was supposed to meet les and sy at lakeside MRT ` les said he'd be late and he dun think he can make it to catch my train` so ii tot ii could get down the train to wait fer both of them`when ii qot down of the train to wait fer sy les called me ` he entered the train when ii aliqhted ` Zz lOl ` he was smart enouqh to call me and aliqht at chinese qarden lurhs ` ; ] well , travelled from lakeside to Eunos and all we did on the way other than talkinq was .... lookinq around amonq us and laugh at each other ` zzz ` nothinq is funny but we're lauqhinq ? reached Eunos at around 210 , slacked at the kopitiam next to it and wait fer DM to come ` lawl larhs ` it was so embarassinq lurh `
first ii dunno devil in real life ` 2nd im qoinq to meet someone whom i dunno and go to his company` zzz
from far ii already know' that' person is hiim already ` but ii din dare to qo up to him ` then the 3 of us saw him takinq out his phone tryinq to call ppl and they say he's callinq me ` then shyt ii hid behind the larqe map(those board located near ctrl station) and ii switched my phone to silent mode ` WAD WAS I DOING HELLO ? =.=`and suddenly im like possessed . the 2 were behind me talkinq then ii suddenly qo up to him and said '' you're Diminq ar ? '' `Z he brouqht us back to his company which was located 5mins walk away from Eunos MRT ` ( it was supposed to be a 3min away distance but according to our walkinq speed today , its 5min ? =.= `) ON THE WAY THERE RIGHT , LES & SY kept lauqhinq behind me `ii was tryinq hard to catch up DM's pace ` and they're behind lauqhinq like hell ; / sy lauqhed at me cos she feels that ii look like as if people's brinqinq me to sell and i still followed so willinqly `les lauqhed because he feels that ii look as if ii came to match make ; / they're so mean ; ( it'll remember it for life ! you quys enjoyed so much while ii was .. T_T then the worst part came . wth ! devil intro us to his female colleague` so the colleaque shook hands and asked for our names.okay , everyone had no problem pronoucinq their name and his colleaque has no prob understandinq their name ` then shyt ? why my name ii cant pronounce out and why she didnt manaqed to qet it LOL ? ii was shakinq all over includinq my hands my body my mouth ` and soooooooo embarassinq larh ! we shook hand like dunno hw mani secs ` 10 secs ?cos ii couldnt sae out my name ? ii should have just said 王金美 cos its easier to understand and pronounce wad ` why did i said kim mee and ...zzz la ` ii even spelt out ` that was the fuggiest happeninq in my whole life .their company name is Venture Era `i've heard and read about alot of discriminations about the company `people in sq club said its a pure waste of time qoinq there`and they recruit ANY ONE ` blaa ` everyone got their own view ba `to me , ii dunno hw to describe ` just that ii feel that if you wanna get promoted is pretty easy and they way you earn money is like ... leads to alot of negative comments from people ba `the orientation lasted about .. 1 hour or plus plus in total ` ii made sy miss her date with her friend ; /sorry yea ` So at last , devil asked how was the orientation and our decision` we've came to conclusion that we will underqo 3 days traininq , after the traininq then decide ` actually , im totally unfit for this job . ii even have problem with talkinq to ppl whom ii dunno on the phone ,let alone face to face `It was a surprise that Les & Sy actually found it quite interestinq `whereas me ... neutral ba `maybe im a bit affected by those discriminations or maybe they've never heard about those negative comments `in the company , 3 of us looked dam solemn . but once we got out (of cos JUST the 3 of us ) we lauqhed like hell , talkinq loudly and sayinq about the orientation , about the job ` and the again , about me qoinq to match make / beinq sold ` zzz `
bused back to lakeside with les ` the journey back from Eunos to lakeside was hell `
i was so afraid that ii miqht vomit anytime ` because the bus is new .. it still contains ''leather / skin'' smell ` ;/
felt sickish `
after job orientation :
cousin smsed me to meet for kfc dinner ` even thouqh its kfc , ii dun even feel anythinq `
all ii felt ii needed was a bed to rest ` zzz `but ii couldnt turn her down mahs ` so went to meet her `
and whad the hell ` she couldnt recognise me because ii dressed differently today ! shyts!
when ii saw her riqht , she WALKED PAST ME LEH ! she saw me when she turned back ZZZ `
; ( when we saw each other we lauqhed like hell ` zzz
this is dam ironic cos after the kfc ii actually felt better ` but its her turn to feel sick !
she occasionally turned to me and said : KFC is really toxic `LOL ?
as we were walkinq alonq the bus interchanqe , we saw this stall `
there's this china man , sellinq accessories . he was demostratinq how to tie dam loads of hair style usinq those accessories ` there's 3 kind of accessories in a box , with a mini CD `( cant rmb wad it's called currently) each kind of accessories has dam loads of way to bun / tie / style hair `
then she wanted to buy but she didnt dare to`
ii wanted to buy the baq beside it but ii also didnt dare to ` so in the end , ii bouqht my baq , and from the baq's stall , ii helped her to purchase the box of accessory ` cos they're like linked toqther ` one stall divide by 2`
zzz ` so dam ps `
ii actually(help) bouqht smth from the ''back door '' `
after that , headed back home ` so tirinq` end here already ` mus qo and study F&N le `
cos ii din study today and tmr im qoinq JB with her ! 2 days qone! ii musnt do this !
Labels: just feel like speakinq broken eng SOOOO much ` no idea why `
Friday, October 03, 2008
~ 6:19:00 PM ~
ohmyqod ! can the 3min just happen again ? once more & i think i'll make it different ` can ? ; /
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
~ 10:27:00 PM ~
haa ` just came back `
and the back view of it ! 
sy's
oh ya that blue color kitty key chain riqht she qave me on monday `