woots .. Song man today ^^v ! In the morning everything was okay .. Was late by half a min or something liddat .. Lols .. 3rd time .. This year ii din meant to be late for any one of the 3 times de .. First time was excused .. 2nd time was last week .. Anyway , ch went crazy in class no idea why .. Maybe because of the "suspicious character" dorts . Ran 2.4 fer PE and swee swee came in in 17.41 .. Fail de timing was 18 .. Lawls .. fkL was mad by asking all of us to go back when some of the ppl had already bought their food .. Zzz .. He said skF din dismiss us and wanna see us .. Den was like wth .. When we went back then realised fkL wanna see those who fail 2.4 dots ? Den he say ii can go .. @_@ irritating siia .. But had a fun time during english lesson .. LOLS

well , today is the last day of adm khoo's programme . i've got to admit i learnt really dam loads from the programme . and sadly , most of us started learninq onli after most of us teared yesterday . after all those facts that amin had said , and after droppinq tears .
yesterday ` amin talked to us about parents . that was somethinq that ii had looked forward to since the programme started ` i heard all my friends talkinq about cryinq and ii was so excited and curious ` i wanted the time to come quickly and experience it for myself what isit that will make so many people cry . and surprsingly , even before he really begins '' the session '' where by all lights are out and we're supposed to cover our face to think and imagine stuffs , i started tearinq . when amin talked about imagining an old lady standinq at the door , my mind was some where else . though i imagined , but im still thinkinq about my dad . my mum . thanks god that we're given enough time to let out our feelinqs which had been hidinq deep inside us . i cried silently . that was the most extend ii'd ever cry for silent cry . its difficult and hard to cry hard silently . there were loads of sobbinq sound . thanks all those sounds that fellow school mates / classmates made . cos when ii heard all those sounds , i told myself to stop controllinq . everyone out there is really expressinq out . and so , i cried hard and immediately after cryinq when the lights are on aqain , i lauqhed dam hard . even guys were cryinq . that was when ii knew that when it comes to this kind of thinqs , even stronq guys also cant controll . i'd never expected those reactions people gave .. [ somethinq sickeninqly paiseh was , when ii was tearinq , that person beside me actually asked me for tissue =.= ]
today , durinq the closing ceremony , alot of people cried too , includinq me . there's this girl , a friend , she layed on my shoulder and cried the moment the ceremony begins . i totally understand what she was thinkinq and feelinq . i realised that amonq me , there are really alot of people who feels this way ..her tears left me with a large dot on my shoulder . its her tears but it seems like many drops dripped on the same position . i'd never expect ii would tear today as ii thought my parents aren't here .. who knows as more and more people went up to speak out , the more and more touched i got . until this girl who lay on my shoulders went up . then i realli reali teared [ cried ? ] ii never knew that so many people hides so many truth behind them .. never expect them to speak out so touchinq words .. there were 2 guys who tried hard to controll . one realli cried and that was the first time ii'd seen him cry .. i think everyone was stunned . he's a stronq guy but just now , he cried really hard . the another one , he was really doinq his best to speak out the bottom words from his heart and at the same time makinq his friends cheer up . i know he feel hurt deep inside but he joked at the same time when he was sayinq his statement out .. i'd always believe these people who hides their sadness by beinq '' happy '' feels much more sad & hurt deep in their hard . its already very painful but still mus put on a stronq front . who could have guessed the hurt they holds in them ? another guy . amonq our common hanqouts , he's the noisiest , and we always scolds him for beinq coldblooded and stuffs . he cried uncontrolably too . his statement really sadddens and touches people .. when he said '' my mother always says im adopted ......... '' every one goes '' huh?!'' includinq me in my heart . all of us saw a different side of him and alot of people within these two days . to me , cryinq is no lonqer anythinq shameful maybe cos of what amin said . i feel that guys no lonqer needs to be actinq stronq already lurhs?

will update a more detailed entry tomorrow

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Lols ` dead post ` anyway , updatess about happeninqs !~

tuesday :

its ch's bdae ` went to meet ch & all at around 5 .. wahs suay larhs ` 16+ years liao thiis is the first time ii experience a bus break down .. lols ` at first they already brought forward the timinq and ii told her ii would be around 5mins late .. dhen omq ` the bus broke down at blk 65x ! dhen whad else . quickly use leq chionq to Jp ` lawls ` luckily ii wasn't the last one ` dam paii seh siiarhs .. at first was like ` aww ` meetinq ppl ii dun really know `` Nel & My ii onli them once at that time ` but henq larhs ` her friends are all out goinq ` not those shy shy ` good good ;D thats the best for me ii think ;X durinq eatinq was like .. wth .. dam funny lurhs .. beyond description ;Z =_+` after that went to NTUC and bought carrot while Nel bought persimmons .. lols ( thanks fer helpinq to choose carrot ;x )went home after that barhs ` took 243 as he told me 243 also can reach some wher near my house ` aliqhted at the right bus stop next to Stadium & walked home ;D ~

wednesday :
like every new year , had reunion lunch with family and aunt they all ` except this year we're celebratinq new year in a new enviroment ;D ` had steamboat with my dad de family as reunion dinner at aunt's house ;D after that went to temple and pray in the midnitex ~ and dhen after prayinq went back to aunt house and sat there dozinq off every now and then .. zzz! ii was thinkinq if ii was mapplinq ii dun think ii would doze off ` lawls . then if ii doze off ii dunno still counted as shou shuii annot .. ii kept shakinq my legs to make sure i'm still awake .. there's one time ii knew ii really doze of when ii was told by my bro when my eldest bro , my mum and ii was sleepinq , there was alot movement ` lols ? ii onli know the moment ii open my eyes ii shaked my legs =.-! went home at around 5 and ii mapled till 530 ? thanks to alex fer chattinq with me in msn in the dawn too ! Lols !

thursday :
went to watch chanq jianq 7 hao aka CJ7 with my family at 1130 ` wahs ` its a dam funny show larhs ` dhen got a part dam sad ` lols ` that lil boy cried dam heartbreakinq-ly ` could hear some sounds in the cinema ` some sort of sobbinq ` think so `err ii cant remember whad ii do / whad happened after that ` ii onli knew that time flew past dam quickly @_@ ` at nitex went to dou fenq with bros and cousin usinq my dad's car ` went down to city area dhen round back aqn ` dad sae ii wear so nice sit in car niia ` LOLS ! >.<

friday :
went to ch's house to baii nian and helped her to download maple ;D well her parents are much more kinder`youngerand friendlier than ii expected ! hahaa ! thanks Nel for the entertainment earlier on ` meetinq the group of friiends tmr aqn ~ nitex all `

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first shou ye top record ! 5.30am ~

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gonna update something special to me , yet maybe nothing special to some other people .. Just now dad saw those wires under my comp desk and wanted to help me shorten the wire extension .. And dhen he also help me extend my ornament's light de wire [he's close expert in wiring ;x ] after he'd done all , i'm suprised to hear him say " huan qian " it was like . The last time he joked with me until liddat is like dun noe how many years ago .. And when ii was looking at him doing all those thing ii felt emo again .. The same reason . Sigh . For my convenience and for it to look nicer , he glued the second switch beside my cpu where it wouldn't be easily seen . I still cant forget that night a few years ago . them it's something a kid had done wrong when she's eudo younger .. But to me , it's a experience i'd never want .. Even how hard i try to forget i will still remember cos it happened when ii was matured and when ii know my feelings . Sigh . Will my mindset just quickly change and dont think anymore ?

xPxP i'm back ` home de internet is up ! xD ` update some other dae bahss .. dam tired ` onli had 3 hours of sleep yesterday ` =_@